A New Leaf
Today is the last day working at the library. And somehow I find myself sad...maybe it's because I've procrastinated and have yet to find a replacement job, or maybe it's because I'm losing a part of my routine. It kinda feels like the feeling I get when I don't comb my hair cause I know its gonna be a huge hairball, when I finally do comb my hair I find myself disappointed with the huge hairball. Disappointed, yet, knowing it's something that needs to happen. I'm sure I could find a few more things to complain about and fill a page or two with rants and blubbering...trying to justify the hole I've gone and dug myself into. 2020. A new year. A new decade. And I'm making a few changes around here. Starting with sweeping out old dreams that no longer apply. And working on old habits that aren't helping my and my family's happiness. I've always been a lazy person I think. I would rather sit and do nothing, rather than get up